#3 - I choose.

Im back again. Uh-huh, that's right. Today's post is about friendship.
FRIENDS. What is it? What are they? I never fail to ask these questions in my head. I am sure everyone out there treat friendship equally important, like who doesn't right? But there's always something about friendship that i will never understand and of course, i never stopped asking myself this. If friendship is something that we should treasure dearly, then why do we even hurt our friends, backstab them and etc... ? I am sure everyone does that, or even go through this stage right? The pain, the feeling of being backstabbed and blablabla. Up till now, i will never understand why. No one is perfect. But why do we pick on each other? What about those times where all of us were still kids? Didn't we all play with one another? Everyone was our best friend. Then as we grow older, why do we have disputes, hating, backstabbing each other? This is something that i will never understand. Or probably, this is the society? I don't know, and i guess i will never find that out.

BUT BUT BUT, i am grateful, thankful, appreciate that i have a few good friends that will never fail to be there for me every time. I am the type who treat friendship seriously - probably because i feel the pain of losing friends. I don't know. But once i know that someone that i trust a lot, decided to backstab me, talk shits about me and even changed drastically to someone i no longer used to know, that is the time that i will do something about it.  Yes, hate. Often, i always tend to reflect. Was it my fault that i started hating and eventually stopped being friends with the person or was the other party at fault? Honestly speaking, i don't know what is the answer despite constantly asking myself this question. There are times i even wondered to myself what did i do wrong to have people talking shit about me. Or perhaps, i did do something wrong that i did not even realise. But oh well, im sick and tired of allowing people to walk in and out of my life. 说走就走. Perhaps, that's life. Nonetheless, i do treasure those people who walked in and never left my life. Thanks people, i really appreciate everything. Love you guys.  Shall end it here, xo.

"A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same."